I am so utterly sick of... everything. And not sick as in I'm dying of the plague. Lucky me I've got that too, but that's just the cherry on top at the moment.

I guess the basic problem is that I'm going insane being out of control. I have no control over finances (broke, with no way to make any real money), I have no control over my living arrangements (God bless the people who've taken me in, but I'm going to be in the way until I leave and that's just the truth and problem of it), I have no control over my education in terms of studying anything relevant or interesting to my career choice (I now see the pride in obtaining a degree means that you've managed to leap through the sea ridiculous and impossible hoops they've set up for you), and now even my past times are out of reach. I don't have time or energy after I've finished all the required shit I'm dead. Or starting on the next pile of shit. My muses are failing me and those I can actually use are tied up left and right by people who have no interest in responding or plotting or releasing them.

To put it frankly... I'm tired. Day after day of full out work, hardly anything coming of it, and being at the mercy of so many different people... it's driving me insane.

The worst part of it all is that there's no way out. There's no escape.

Fuck me, I don't know if I can do 2+ more years of this.

Now I can makes pretty clothes with my fab machine and the ten tons of fabric my mum gave me!


w00t!

No, nobody who lives or is related to people out here. Apparently two brothers came out for Lungfest, and this morning one had a psychotic break and stabbed the other twice through the heart with a decretive sword at the friend's house they were staying at.

For real.... and Lungfest was so awesome, too.

Hasn't been a murder on North Haven since Waterman went insane and killed his whole family, cattle, and then hung himself some... 60+ years ago?

Crazyness.

Got all As in summer course. Huzzah huzzah. I is inna good mood, though I'm really scared about the next semester. Ah well.

-Finish Paper
-Edit Paper
-Clean Room
-Organize room
-Clean room after organizing it
-Kick cat out of the house
-Find Death Glare Screen for door to prevent the cat from getting back into the hose
-Feed the dogs
-Possibly feed cat to the dogs
-Make brownies
-Resist making "special" brownies

I found my Sims2 game!!!! w00t!


[Unknown LJ tag]
Actually... if it wouldn't affect my grade at all, is
there a potential of a 24 extension on my Honors
paper. I just feel it could help me clean it up a bit
more.

If it would affect my grade or can't be done, it's
fine. I just figured I'd ask.

~Alisa

- - -

No problem at all. That's why I offered (more than once). I've been too
sick and busy with sick kid to grade much, so I can stay quite busy
for another day or two until your paper comes in.

-CS-

- - -

You're a fantastic individual ^_^

~ Alisa

- - -


Aw, shucks.


-CS-

I am so bored lately.

Nobody plays with my on rpg, nobody ever talks to me online, I think I'm loosing two friends at the same time, and all I want to do is lock myself in my room and clean it, then make stuff for my dolls. Including my Weylin boy which hasn't even arrived in the store yet.

But I can't, because I have so many freaking things due for school.

I hate this.

I really, really do.

While this confirms some really, really big stereotypes, it's also hilarious.

Note: Right in the middle there's a commercial break (I think) and then after that there starts being nekkid boys. NOTHING IS SHOWN. The private areas ARE covered up. But I just thought I should warn you.

And no, this is not porn. Sickos.

Apparently last thursday some dude went up to Cerro Coso at 7:30 pm with a rifle.

Nothing big happened, but the school was in lockdown.

That's not creepy at all.

Official Statement.

Friend's community for "Jayce and the Wheeled Warriors" fans.


Posting for anyone who's interested. I don't know what the show's about, but the mod's nice :D

One of the most beautiful songs and videos I've seen in a long, long time.



The shot of the dead wife giving the old man a kiss on the cheek makes tears come to my eyes. Seriously, I love this video.

Got a job at Pet Integrity, met up with the long forgotten Clark grandparents, retiring from lj except for any threads on existing stories (as those are so few and far between it'll be important to seize the muse if it presents itself).

Kaleb's pushing again and I'm sick of it.

A Love Letter To Madame Fantastique,


*MEGASUPERUNADULTERATEDGLOMP*

THESE DOLLS ARE AWESOME!!!!!!!!

THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS NECKLACE IS GORGEOUS!!!!!!

THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*die*


Sincerely,
Icey

P.S., Seriously, you have no idea how much this lifted my spirits.

This was totally swiped from Wendy, who swiped from Steve in England, who sounds like an awesome person.

Anyway.... here's how this works.

1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)
2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box
3. Use only the first page
4. Copy the html and paste for the answer.
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Again, lol, been having a hard time motivating myself to post up to here regularly.

Let's see.... came back, started college up again. Went back to my old math class with a new teacher. He's a douche, but I guess it'll all work itself out eventually.

Money's been a real stresser lately, but not mine. More of like, a LOT of expenses have come up recently and they don't seem to stop. I feel bad asking my parents for money, especially when everytime I call there's something new or another problem to deal with.

I got a job, I'm a tutor at college, my english prof. recommended me. Right now I have three one-hour sessions a week, at $8 an hour. Hopefully I can start putting this money away.

There's a doll I really want to buy but he's very expensive. To raise money for him without draining my account I took the acceptable amount I decided I'd spend when I started doll searching, and decided that attempting to sell doll stuff online will have to make up the differance. Either that or birthday money.

Right, so I'm making backpacks and stuff and selling a few extra things I know I don't or can't use, and we'll see if that amounts to anything. Here's hoping.

Art class is being a bitch, I can't get my supplies in, but hopefully we'll start painting tonight and it will be better.

I found a friend who's interested in dolls, and my online course is a little worrying because I don't think I should have signed up for it before taking a lot of basic development classes. Oh well, I guess we'll just have to see where this ends up.

I'm also in physical therepy for my shoulder. It costs a lot of money and it makes my shoulder hurt, but hopefully in the long run it will stop the constant, annoying pain.

Here's hoping, yes?